18. never been so sad. couldnt tell you what it is. reckless nights. ending up with mess. we all try to forget. our teenage mistakes. our teenage regrets. just one night could free us. till were back like the rest. what is happy anymore. why do i always cry.
sometimes i feel like i want to die. tickets to other countries. a place far away.
life itself is fading. its unbelievable in ways. that you dont care at all. not even one bit. that lies are fortold. and your full of shit. i feel so trapped and lonely. i wish i could break through. but its just that same case. that i knew from the start.
