Sometime, i feel high.
i feel like he is totally out of my mind.
it was pretty awesome.
for a second,
i felt half of my burden just fade away.
scars in my heart become smaller.
But, something happened.
Something remind me to him.
In the moment, i realize that he still stuck in my soul.
i had the unfortunate luck of coming across his personal life.
i tried to delete his phone,
i tried not to talk about him but it was totally hard.
its like he's the only thing i should talk about.
i was unwilling to admit that,
that part of my life was over.
i felt like i'm the one unwilling to give up despite the reality that it would never happen.
For a second,
we become friend , we talk , we date and the next day u just walk away.
its not easy, A.
it is not the end. its not. totally not.
I know what you did and you know what you did.
And this is going to be made right by you or by me.
Sounds like i need to :
'Clear Everything,' 'Subtract' the negativity and 'Add' some perspective.
But somehow i should realize that
dreams don’t always need to go unfinished.
